First chance in weeks I get at being alone with access to Internet: Stay online forever. ROT ON. I gotta get out of here and write or watch Goosebumps or something. At least I found a good stash of live Dystopia videos.
Also, I don’t understand why a butt ton of people have added me on here recently, but hey’all, I’m weird. <3

I have come to the conclusion that I don’t want to care anymore about anything because I just care too much all the time and I feel that numbing myself would at least feel better than letting things kill me. Yeah, ideally it’d be best to balance bullshit or whatever, but I can’t. At least not now. It’s easier said than done… and I guess in the end whatever happens will happen. I have little to no control over the stressors that are happening in my life. The only thing I can control is how I feel about it and there’s no point in feeling misery when you can feel nothing at all. 

PS: I have a shit ton of pictures and a Framtid video that my bf recorded from Chaos but the internet at McD’s is a shithole and won’t upload any of my pictures. :/ Going home to cry myself to sleep. Ha.

You know, life sucks and fucks you over, but sometimes I say stupid things that make me laugh and I feel a little okay. My stupidity is a life saver. I think I’m funny at least. 

Framtid. WTF. Stage dives and singing into the mic. Fuck everything else. Life rules right now.

Fucking, sweet, rad, cute, awesome! :D